I ...
(don't be long reverie )
I realize it when quiet was arrived;
That I am not something .....
Existence of from there no ..... then become there is .....
Existence of from there no ...... return becoming not there is .....
I realize it when I see the stars in the sky;
That I am not something .....
I am just a dust in this great world broadness .....
a thousands, a million, not even be calculated grain dust than I am .....
If only a thousand dust ... .. even a million dust destroyed,
Grain dust in this great world still countless .....
More than anything else only me .....
I realize it when I am in failure;
That I am not something .....
I was not as strong as I imagine .....
I was not the main actors .....
I realize it when I wake up from sleep;
That I am not something .....
Because I even also ignore where me when before I wake up .....
I realize it when I am in the bustle of the world;
That I am not something .....
Because even if I am silent, frenzied is really frenzied .....
I realize it when I remember the dead;
That I am not something .....
I am not a beloved .....
what is because inexistence always is longing .....
I am not the sun .....
What is caused by earth becoming is light .....
I am not like water .... and I am also not a fire .....
I am only me .....
Which only I x'self which will account effect deed of me .....
Which only I x'self determine the direction of my journey .....
Which only I x'self requiring .....
Which only I x'self needing felt pity .....
Because I am a human being .....
The most stupid thing in fact .....
What feeling know what actually don't know .....
What feeling required by nature ..... though actually on the contrary .....
What feeling required by the Creator ..... is though actually on the contrary .....
I actually only human .....
What is only a heap of flesh… coming from something affronting .....
What is because the readyness receive trust from the Creator, man is confronted to two choice .....
Kept a promise ..... or disobey it .....
And there is two road .....
Heaven or Hell .....
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